they are taunting me

The beads...the 4 foot high drawers of beads and beading materials...all 2.5 of them (yeah the other .5 got eaten by the yarn and needles) I haven't made anything beaded in quite a while now, and even counting the stitch markers...hmmm....oh and i did spend like 200 bucks on beads at the bead show in march of course with every intention of doing something fabulous. Now it taunts me, in fact my bead guilt is such that i am starting to dream of it...my life is full of so much guilt...

1. the aforementioned bead guilt
2. garden guilt - due to my DH's illness and disability i sucked it up and gave up my dear dear wonderful community garden plot of the last 2 years...no veggies for me this year :(
3. UFO guilt as i have elaborated on it in previous posts
4. general yarn guilt - my chorewars gold has almost bought me out of my yarn budget deficit but then again i have not really finished any of the yarn...well i am almost done with one ball for grandma's shawl
5. bad student guilt - okay this one makes my eye twitch so we will not discuss it further
6. bad dog momma guilt - related to item number 5 eating up my attention span and paitience

oh lord, okay must stop typing eye won't stop twitiching